i am sitting in my room…i have been up since eight am…..i just dont wanna get out of bed….ive been thinking about you so much….that i just randomly burst into tears…..what am i suppose to do now mom?…. i have millions of pictures of you….too much to look at. all i do is beg for god to bring you back….it wasnt fair. i needed you mom, i want to be selfish….i wanted you to be here. i didnt have enough time with you.

i dont know what to do anymore. school isnt important to me now…. i wanted you to be proud of me. i have a shit job and live in the middle of nowhere…with no one to talk to.

but i had you…your voice…your smile….your nagging and your comfort.

i feel so lost. 

i just dont know how to be happy anymore…..

i still need you mom.

kristinelovesknoxville:

What don’t they understand?
If someone dies, it hurts a lot of people around them.

Have.

Some.

Respect. 

RIP